Cheers 2012
On this first day of the new year. I chose to spend it really reflecting what kind of year I just experienced. 2011 was definitely eventful. So many changes, lots of tears…both of joy and of emotion…but all so very much worth it.
Throughout the last year, I noticed that alot of times i struggled to be something I wasn’t. It was always that I tried to model myself after someone or something, and so i tried to portray myself a certain way. Does that make sense? Idk if it does haha. But it wasn’t until today I sat down and thought about it that I noticed that even in this past week i’ve been trying to do that.
There have been so many changes to my lifestyle in this past year. And I just need to simplify everything. I’m not one to typically challenge people and question their motives, i’m not one to be hard on people (even tho sometimes that may be what they need), nor am I one to try so hard to be different from everybody else.
I’m one to love on people even if I don’t agree with what they say. It truly makes me happy being that way. If i don’t agree with people’s actions I’m supportive of them. And i’m not being timid…that’s just how I am. I am who I am. I think that’s my main resolution for this upcoming year. Is truly focusing on who I am and sharing that person with everyone. I think that’s what the people in my life need right now most of all.
So thank you 2011 for a great year and cheers to 2012 for what I already feel to be a great year.
