February 2012
10 posts
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I am seriously just caught in this presence of worship and holy spirit air.
Almost 1 am at night. Tired and work tmrw
But I don’t want to sleep.
I just want to worship
Exactly the kind of night to help me with everything that’s going on.
So much crap going on
There’s no place i’d rather be than in Your Love.
There's little left..
…in me
….to believe in.
I can’t help it….
At the end of each day I feel that….there’s little left.
I'm an idiot.
To think…
that you would throw me off this much.
ever since I found out everything in my life has been out of order.
i’m making the wrong decisions
i’m lost in my thought
everything around me is just falling apart
it’s like my entire world revolved around you.
why….what is it that attracts me to you.
why all of a sudden it’s not gravity holding me...
Dear Life,
Why does it seem that this past week seems to be mistake after mistake. I feel and see that i’m on the verge into getting something that will bring me down alot. One of the other things are happening around. It seems like everything I come in contact with just decides to break down or work against me in some way. I would like to know where I went wrong. This is just too much already....
Will I?
Tonight, I came home.
I stared at a blank tv screen for 15 mins.
Staring blankly.
I’ve lost the will to do this anymore.
I’ve had my share of supernatural “saves”
But now this is getting old.
And i’m just wasting my time.
Why do I never learn.
In the end it’s always I end up unhappy.