February 2012
2 posts
Will I?
Tonight, I came home.
I stared at a blank tv screen for 15 mins.
Staring blankly.
I’ve lost the will to do this anymore.
I’ve had my share of supernatural “saves”
But now this is getting old.
And i’m just wasting my time.
Why do I never learn.
In the end it’s always I end up unhappy.
January 2012
22 posts
Did a quick acoustic cover of keri hilson/mary j...
Desires and Dreams
Lately, i’ve been considering where I wanna be; where I see myself.
Not just in my career but where I imagine myself settling down.
To be honest, I want to get out here of washington.
I’m hoping to move back to california on my own.
i’m hoping that in the next year that I can do that.
And as unrealistic as it may seem to most, it’s not to me…
Another dream...
Timebreak.
Everytime i’m so close to giving up….
There’s always someone or something that comes along
To prove to me that I need to stay.
But the feeling is different.
I don’t think it’s gonna come this time around.
And I think God knows that.
There’s something that needs to be dropped…
Certain things I feel I need to focus on…
I don’t know...
Rainfall.
It feels like it’s been forever since i’ve felt the rain fall.
What does it even sound like anymore?
What does it look like?
Everything is happening so fast
So many changes
And it’s all so sudden
First we feel one thing, then the next…nothing.
What’s going on nowadays?
It’s frustrating
Cause to me….
It feels like it’s been forever since...
For her,
When the time comes…I’ll meet you…and whenever that is…we’ll both be ready. For now, i’m fine with just trying to grow into the man you deserve.
Love, Him.
1 tag
Your happiness is my weakness, and my weakness is your happiness.
Complete
Nothing really does complete my night more than just taking a few moments to put on some Yiruma and reflecting on my day or maybe even the past couple of days. I really value this time of my nights and this is one habit i’ll never change. It’s brought me so much peace and with such a busy life it feels nicer to feel it slow down rather than just put it to rest by sleeping. I...
lovesandyy:
A girl and a guy can’t be best friends without having feelings for one another at some point during their friendship. It’s true.
Cheers 2012
On this first day of the new year. I chose to spend it really reflecting what kind of year I just experienced. 2011 was definitely eventful. So many changes, lots of tears…both of joy and of emotion…but all so very much worth it.
Throughout the last year, I noticed that alot of times i struggled to be something I wasn’t. It was always that I tried to model myself after...
December 2011
27 posts
“I used to feel so alone in the city. All those gazillions of people and then me,...”
– Augusten Burrough (via lovesandyy)
Merry Christmas!
Alot of people mark when their new life began in Christ. For some, we remember it as January of 2009 or July 13th, 2006 at a powerful youth service. I think what some don’t realize, myself included, is that our new life began way before that. The moment Jesus was brought into this world, our old life began to fade away. And, despite our countless failures, suddenly our lives were made new....
6 tags
"Poemusic"
When I listen to you, I’m in a completely different world. Not to say you’re boring, but you just bring my heart to a whole different level.
Whenever I spend time with you and I act on what I feel, it feels so natural. Like you were meant to be a part of my life.
And with that, i’ve caught a glimpse of heaven…cause when I listen to you, I’m in a completely...
Freetime.
People ask me, “what do you do in your free time?”
My answer: “I lay down and listen to piano music”
To most, it’s boring…to me…it’s these moments that change my life. It can change the course of my entire day, my entire mindset.
God gave me the privilege of having freetime. In which I have so many things to choose from.
But I choose to spend...
